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Portugal
Sleepy
It hurts to become
If there is a past, I have forgotten it.
inês | portugal | libra sun, aries moon
infp | IG: uma.ines
If there is a past, I have forgotten it.
inês | portugal | libra sun, aries moon
infp | IG: uma.ines
trying my best to find some happiness and joy in my loneliness. the only person who can fulfill me is myself. having depression and anxiety and always ending up alone because people just don’t care enough or misinterpret you is tiring and only leaves me wanting to disappear or smthg. but I’m so tired, I’m learning to take care of myself and look out for me gently when no one else cares to even ask. everything hurts so much but not as much when you’re there for yourself, to boost yourself up, to cry, to give yourself a hug and stand back up… The more I feel this the more I want to observe my feelings and thoughts, because it’s so obvious how some triggers make me act and I could have more control over what and how affects me. I just gotta be there for myself… And fall in love with myself
I never post any pictures of me on here anymore, and I feel like rambling into the void
This was taken during my recent trip to madeira, it was so refreshing and detoxifying for me getting away from my hometown and just be out in the nature with my s/o… we get so caught up in our routines that we never notice how good a little change in sceneries can do for us. Reading Kerouac by the sea, listening to music loudly while driving through hills, just smelling the fresh air makes me feel like a whole new person, those little moments count more to me than almost everything in my everyday life. I wish I could get away from this place I grew up in and seem to not be able to let go. Completely rebuild my life as I please. But the world is incredibly big and I feel too soft and unexperienced to make it out there…
I was completely high at this point of the night and my bf casually asks a friend to take ‘it’ out of the closet. As soon as I saw the wrapping I started squealing.
IT’S SO FLUFFY
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